just another road to nowhere

Soundtrack To Your Life
by Ashley Parker Angel

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear
Cause my life is sliding
I tried to ride the wave
It came down crashing, it's time to start again
Backwards to go forward
Left at every corner
Been there and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cause if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

First step, your last breath
Everythings been planned
There's questions, and answers
You'll never understand
I hold on, but let go
I give you room to breath
Remember, the best things
Were never mine to keep
Starting at the ending
It won't break, while your bending
Been there, and back again
And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cause if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

The soundtrack to your life
And it goes by like a bullet, and my name
It may be different than yours but, you got the same
Beat a broken back for more
I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor

I've thrown my self right in and,
whats the point if you don't live in

If you can hear me
And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat
It took away the fear

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh
Cause if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

10:35 PM}

Harder Everyday
by Ashlee Simpson

Well it's 9 pm
And you still haven't called me back
And if I try it again
I think you'll feel like you're under attack
I don't think I can take it
I don't think I can make it
I just want this to go away

Trying to be someone
That you know you're not
It gets harder everyday
All the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

Now it's 2 am
And I'm pacing around on the floor
I wait for you to come home
But you never come walk through that door
Now I'm trying to fake it
I just can't seem to shake it
I just want this to go away

Trying to be someone
That you know you're not
It gets harder everyday
All the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away
You wish life would go away

I know one day, I'll get through this
I know one day, we'll be done
I know oneday, I'll find a way
To see you

Now it's 6 am
And I smashed all that you left behind
I gotta throw this away
These things that will never be mine

Trying to be someone
That you know you're not
It gets harder everyday
All the lonely days
There's no one left to love
You wish life would go away

Trying to be someone
That you know you're not
It gets harder everyday
It gets harder everyday

9:41 PM}

Thursday
Went to sch as per normal
Normal = almost late
Just that ppl kept asking me where were my papayas
So aft sch we stayed back to paint the wall for the read it thing
Actually most of us also wasnt a big help
We were playing soccer made out of newspapers and tape in 2e3
Oh yea
Before that i fell off a chair
Which was on a table
Concluding to a serious leg, knee and ass aching
Then girls stormed the boy's toilet again to wash up
And nelson has gone crazy with be my escape
Okay lets face it...
Be my escape rox!

Be My Escape
by Relient K

And I've been housing all this doubt
And insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you,
I'm begging you,
I'm begging you to be my escape

Friday
We stayed back again to finish the read it painting on the wall
It was kind of cool
Well i only helped for awhile then i went to 2e3 to play
We were flipping and throwing the 'token' we got for today's racial harmony at each other
Then we played something like cs and dota put together
Then went home
Training
Just got back
Feeling sleepy and slightly drunk...
ZzZzZ

12:13 AM}

Today
Racial Harmony Fashion Fusion!
Aft all those rehearsals its finally showtime
Well I'd like to thank a few ppl who made it all fun and possible:

1)Valerie who thought up of most of the dance steps
2)Mariah as my boob manager who made me a pair of hot boobs in the last minute and taught me that really sexy pose
3)Jarratt who fused dancing queen and lala together so that we had dancing lala queen for our music
4)Felicia who was the male model
5)All the dancers who did excellent dancing on stage
6)And last but not least ASHLEE SIMPSON who sang LALA which without it wouldn't have been fast and hot

So when to sch early today
Rehearsed a few times
Then went for home econs
We went to com lab one today!
That was fun
Nelson and me were searching for music and hard gay stuff instead of doing the project
Then recess went down to grab a bite
Aft that was english
Ms goh showed us the debate video
Mainly talk, not much action
Then went to change into my costume aft english
The girls were flooding the boy's toilet
As in almost every girl dancer came in just to help me dress up
Mariah made the boobs with some chinese newspaper
Super multiracial right?
Then valerie did my hair
Then they put on some accessories on me
Then we went to the hall, backstage and stuff
Well the intro was pretty cool
Ken got married and clarence was the official preacher
Aft the show all the models had to stand in one straight line and wait for the results
2e3 got the most creative outfit award
2e6 got the best female award
And i got the best male award even though i was in a girl outfit
Then while getting my prize, mr tan asked me whether i was a guy or a girl then he pulled my shirt and looked into my chest
I was like erm... They're fake man...
Our class got second for the whole thing btw
That's so cool

Yea you guys rox!
Just keep LALA-ing guys!

10:23 PM}

Okay haven't been posting since late june
Too lazy or was it can't be bothered to?
Anyway loads to post abt
But unfortunately can't remember much
This monday sch started late due to sunday's world cup finals
Italy won!
Zidane got a red card
Sianx
Nice headbutt though =)
So monday during home econs we did the pH thingy
Then during recess i became the delivery guy
Smuggled food from the canteen up to the classroom
Wednesday we played soccer for pe
Dirtied my newly bought pe shirt
And threw my socks away after recess
So i was barefooted most of the time in class
Then aft sch qy decided to do some formation for the next soccer match
That was damn lame
Okay so we know that he has three jobs in future but there's definitely one job he cant take and thats becoming a soccer coach
Thursday i became delivery boy for recess again
Now ppl from other classes also called me to buy for them
Plus no commission
Some kind of job huh
Then friday everybody suddenly came to place an order
Ppl from 2e8 2e6 and my class
Still need to write the orders on a piece of paper
Business was good until those damn sec 1 counselors
FUCK THEM!
FUCK THEM BIGTIME!
No god damn respect for seniors
Think they become counselors they better than us lah
Well... FUCK THAT!
Still treatened to complain to dm
So wad? Big deal!
Wanna complain then complain lor
Don't think twice
Luckily for me there are still some very good sec 2 counselors
Be more like them la pls
Damn sec 1 counselors
I was so freaking pissed that day
Anyway forget abt it...

Fuck that!

11:51 PM}